What I Don't Think I'll Get

I'm back again. jangan bosen ya lau sama gua hahaha gue mau cerita nih tentang sesuatu yang I've never expected before.

jauh sebelom gue masuk di SMA gue sekarang, gue pernah iseng-iseng nge-tweet kalo gue mau masuk program aksel di skolah gue ini. cuma bacot doang sih. karna gue pikir gue ga bakal mampu juga masuk situ. tes-nya juga pasti susah.

tapi beberapa minggu yang lalu, diumumin ada tes masuk aksel. gue ikut itu tes. tujuannya sih nge-tes hoki. iya lah. ngapain gue niat-niat masuk aksel. singkatnya, gue ternyata diterima -_- itu sama sekali ga pernah gue duga. gue sampe bingung mau nerima ato nolak. banyak yang nyuruh nerima, banyak juga yang nyuruh nolak.

gue putusin buat masuk kelas aksel itu. baru sehari, gue ngerasa ga sreg. yaudah balik deh gue ke kelas XF-ku tercinta. ya sounds galau banget. tapi itu lah gue. gue yang sepertinya hokinya terlalu gede dengan jiwa yang pemalas, ga akan pernah bisa masuk kelas yang isinya anak-anak yang terlahir cerdas dan rajin.

gue cuma ga duga aja bakal masuk ke kelas yang sempet gue omongin sebelom masuk SMA gue yang sekarang. mau share pengalaman aja ko. serius ini bukan buat pamer gue pinter ato apa. gue ga pinter. gue cuma average student ko. makanya gue keluar hehe yaudah deh segitu aja.

@ynnrajagukguk

Best Friends

well, these are the people who I share my experiences with. my JHS mates. I MISS THEM SO MUCH :'( I used to tell them about anything directly. but now? I cant. we're in different schools. I may be able to talk to them but via messenger and I hate that. I wish I could be in the same school with them again...or at least I have one like them in my high school.

@ynnrajagukguk

Why?

just wanna say that......................................my blog's such a trash. I dont know why but others' are much better than mine. sucks.

Just Read

Okay I just wanna tell you IF you wanna see the photos when I was hanging around with my Christian community, just click here and here. Thanks ;) xoxo

@ynnrajagukguk

Junior High School Oh Junior High School

okay let's just get to the point. I MISS MY JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL A LOT!

last Sunday, after going to the Church, I went around my JHS building. believe it or not, I did cry. I almost teared a tear. gosh, I really wish I could go back to those sweet moments with my super sweet friends. I dont hate my high school but it's just I havent enjoyed it so much. people say that high school moment will be the best moment you have but why cant I feel so?

I think it's the right time to go back to the past. see what I've done in my JHS that makes me miss JHS so much.

7th grade...

I did my first school orientation. that was the 1st time I felt what it is like being snapped. my seniors shouted. they asked me to close my eyes. I know it was scary but I just miss that time.

I wore my blue skirt uniform for the first time and I felt like "gosh! it's so cool!". I went into my class room, saw new friends. and I can still remember my first physics lesson wasnt going so well hahaha

I had my first futsal extracurricular. I remember my dad didnt allow me but I was so stubborn that I didnt obey him. I love playing with my friends. I used to go to school every Saturday to did that. I miss it :(

I joined the school organization and I was so excited!

8th grade...

The first time I became a senior in my JHS. I wasnt the junior anymore. I have juniors. I gave the school orientation to my juniors. they were cute. they still wore their elementary school uniform. I was in trouble when my friends snapped my juniors. the teachers didnt like it. I know it was sucks, but can I feel it again in my high school?

The first time I know my seniors closely. we talked. we were at the same table while break time. and you know what? this was the first time I knew "him" :)

I could go the canteen without feeling scared anymore.

The first time I could enjoy my class in JHS and the first time I could be in the 3rd place in my class. oh I miss that time.

9th grade...

Yes, I was the senior. I didnt have any senior anymore. They were graduated. I could do anything I want.

I met my Besthing for the first time :') I had my fun times with them. I did a lot of crazy things with them. we had a "friend" called Nana, we did the yearbook photo sessions twice while the other classes once, we celebrated our teacher's birthday, and we even made our own farewell party. oh God, I wish I could have a class that at least similar to Besthing ;(

I did my first national exam. I was also in the 2nd place in my class. I dont think I can do it anymore *sigh*

I did a lot of stuffs in my JHS. too much too tell. if only I could turn back time. ah......................I know it's impossible but at least I wish I could enjoy my SHS like I did in JHS. God, please answer my prayer. amen.

@ynnrajagukguk

hold My Hand And I Will Trust You

Boys Become Men When They...

 

To be honest, these are so sweet. I just wish somebody would treat me that way and I believe that one day, somebody will. I hope it's you...................................................the one I love.

"He's annoying, he's hilarious, he's the world's biggest asshole, he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute, he drives me crazy, he's out of his mind, I hate his guts, and he's everything I want."

@ynnrajagukguk