Time Machine

I wish I had a time machine. Trying to go back to the time when things are beautiful. When being happy is so common in my life. When being sad is just another issue. I know I've been here. But I never thought I'd fall into the same hole.

I wish I had a time machine. Back to the time when that stupid thought hadn't come. When that mistake hadn't been done. The mistake I made. The mistake causing me to lose you.

I know we're not perfect. All I know is that I feel happy whenever I'm around you. How stupid I was, once thinking about being happy without you. Well yes, call me a foolish. Call me a jerk, for dumping you and now writing this. Call me a coward for not having any courageous to say even a word to you about this.

I thought being "just friends" is better. But I guess your theory about relationship is true. The only feeling I have now is the insecure feeling, afraid if I have to lose you because of this effin' teenager thing.

I don't know if I have any right to say this. I'm just wishing if I could have a time machine, hoping things would be good. Again.