Pathetic

If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this. All those fairy tales are full of sh*t. One more f*cking love song, I'll be sick.

What if I told you that I still have feelings for you? What if I told you I wouldn't be able seeing you with another girl? But I'm not sure what I'm gonna do with these feelings. No more hurting you. It's like the last thing I would ever do. I guess it's better watching you happy, even I'm not the reason behind it, than you being with me and suffering. I miss you.

@ynnrajagukguk

Hello Randomness

Masih sayang sama Anes loh.....................hahaha yaudah itu aja deh.

Definite Loner

Orang bilang, hidup itu kaya roda. Kadang di atas, kadang di bawah. Adil banget. Nggak akan enak kalo selalu ada di atas, apalagi kalo selalu ada di bawah. Sebenernya ada di bawah itu bukan sesuatu yang harus dipermasalahkan kan. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Tapi beda urusannya kalo lo harus ada di bawah dan lo nggak tau who to count on.

Bukannya nggak punya temen ato gimana sih, tapi kaya di saat lo sedih terus lo ngerasa nggak bisa percaya sama siapa-siapa. Nggak tau mau cerita sama siapa karna lo terlalu merasa insecure. Dan di saat lo sebenernya tau mau cerita sama siapa, orangnya udah jadi orang yang pernah lo kenal. Rasanya aneh. Pengen nangis, tapi nggak mau dibilang cengeng. Pengen marah, tapi mau marah ke siapa. Maunya sih marah ke diri sendiri, tapi percuma.

Semacam feels so alone haha. Ngerasa sepi padahal rame. Lebih sedih daripada sepi karna emang sepi. Cuma pengen ketawa aja kok. Yaudalah ya, orang juga bilang, sedih datengnya sepaket sama seneng. Gue tunggu deh happy part-nya :-)

@ynnrajagukguk

Marry Your Daughter

Sir, I'm a bit nervous
'Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I'm hoping that I

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
Can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
 
She's been hearing for steps
Since the day that we met (I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And tell death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time

I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do
I'm gonna marry your daughter

 

one day...............